another sunny afternoon, here am i, walking with Daphne. not walking exactly, but we decided to have a quick run to the park since its sunny after a few days of heavy downpour. the sun shine brightly, blue sky can be seen. it's almost a perfect day. i wore my nike singlet with my tight shorts and sneakers. tied my hair and ended up looked like a ponytail, whatever, but i look nice today. LOL,admiring my ownself.
as we walked around the park, we ended up bumping to this huge crowd cheering and watching this game. its a football game. i wonder who's playing and i saw Brian, my Biology lab partner. instead of jogging, we decided to stop and hang out, chilling while watching the football match. here i am, sitting on the grass near the field with Daphne. Brian saw me and gave me a wave. i waved at him, and feelslike someone is watching me. and yet, my intuition is right, i turned to the left and saw you starring at me. we made a short eyes contact before i turned away from your gaze. your gazed sent an electric pulse which cause all my body trembling. and i turn my gaze back and you gave me a smile. so a sweet of you, and return your smile. without noticing, i was blushing. then, i focus back on Brian in his game.
come to think of it, why are you there anyway? then, i remembered you wore an orange jersey with a same coloured short, a high-knee length socks and a football boots. ouh, you're a player a football player. looks like i never knew you very well. just whatever, you're HISTORY.
trying to focus back on the game after drifting my thought about you. i never realise that Brian is good in football. i love watching Brian straight bangs bouncing while his running and damp with his sweats. just a magnificent view. i never realise he such a very good looking guy.
its half-time, and Brian walked to me and fetch his bottle near me. he drank and washed his head with his water. he look so model-like when he did that *jaw dropped*. we chat, talk, giggle and laugh our ass off. it was fun. the second half starting, so, Brian get back in his game. and i saw you, entered the field while your eyes on me. you gave me a bit of a goosebumps. why are you looking at me? are you jealous? hurmmm, fuck it. just let it be.
in minutes 80, you attacked Brian and i saw him rolling and the ground in pain. without realising my act, i ran towards Brian which still on the ground and pulled you, suddenly my hand, landed on your soft cheek. your cheek, its red. i feel so sorry for doing it. suddenly, you grabbed my hand and pulled me towards to you. the most unexpecting happened, you kissed me. i pushed you hard and gave a low blow on your abdomen. your coughing and lying on the ground, tried hardly to breathe. i helped Brian stood up, and carried him to the end of the field. touching Brian's soft skin, wiping your damp face that full of sweats. i was still mad of you, for being evil towards Brian and ME! you kissed me! publicly! why? What are you trying to do? i'm not gonna run in your arms again like what i did last time. it was my mistake for thinking of you as my lovers. it wasn't a true love, its a lust. i only have passion towards our intimacy. not a real life relationship. it was a mistake. with full of anger, i stomped back to you who tried to stand up and gave you a kick right at your side ribs, i heard your screamed! i realise, i'm hurting you. i quickly snapped out of it and looked at you directly. you're closing your eyes, try to ease the pain from my hard blow. i kneeled next to you and rubbed your ribs. i cried, and kept apologizing. i'm wrong for doing that to you. i'm so sorry. Brian hold my shoulder, trying to calm me down. Brian grabbed me tight and hold me in his arm. i cried in his arms. and saw you, being carried by the paramedic into an ambulance. its my fault, i'm the one who make you injured.
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